Stressing.. I don't know how to handle myself.

I've been trying to carefully sort out my money plans, between paying my Mom for my ticket, the iPhone 4, and Disneyland. I just gotta be short on my splurging on food. I'm gonna try to bring a water bottle to school and just pack turkey sandwiches and fruit.

My spring registration is on December 13th, and I just remembered I have to take the IAD for the Stats class I plan to sign up for. Hopefully it won't be too bad.. it just sucks that the dates to take it are during finals week.

Lastly, I'm planning the Disneyland trip. Guess it's just Jimmy and me! But that's kind of how I wanted it.. I have to ask my mom to put the trip on her credit card and then pay her back. Maybe I should just get my own credit card? I should.

So I got a bookcase, finally. All my books fit on it thankfully, but now I don't have room to put anything else on there. I need to buy some book-stoppers, or book holders, whatever thingies.

I'm going to organize my wants, so that I can focus on one damn thing at a time. I hate my short on money.

1. iPhone 4
2. Haircut
3. Facial
4. Money set aside for Disneyland
5. Camera charger
6. Winter boots
7. Winter shopping for jeans/sweats/tights, long sleeves, sweaters, and scarves.
8. New camera lens (55 mm/1.8f)
9. Money set aside for Macbook Pro
10. Bike handlebars
11. Paint for bike
12. Dragon Speak Easy
13. Bose fix
14. Car's sunvisor clips

I actually think I'll print this out so I don't get all frustrated with me wanting things. I also need to figure out what I want to do for my birthday.. ugh. I'm gonna head to the bank and Borders, then go to work. I'm gonna scan my polaroids before any of that though. Isn't life grand?!

I hate how I procrastinate. If I say I'm gonna paint my nails, I should just sit down and damn paint my nails. If I say I'm gonna clean my room, I could at least throw all my stuff in the closet. At least.. And I should've been able to finish a damn simple online program that will now probably penalize me in some academic way.

And I should go to sleep and stop play Sims3 because thats not gonna get me anywhere in reality.

Ugh, this balance between my Id and Superego.

Things I need to get done ASAP-

• Optometry appointment
• Clean room
• Hair-cut appointment
• Oil change+tires filled with air
• Finish online program
• Study.

I'm ready to go winter shopping. Today was freezing, and I was hating it.

I'm also hating how my Dad won't answer any of my texts, and says he'll call me back in a couple of hours when he really means never. I hope he doesn't break this promise..

Recap on my great weekend!

Thursday- Worked the leader and came home to my favorite curry dish. Packed and headed to Cricket's, where we grubbed and passed out quickly.

Friday- Grabbed some dresses at H&M and met with Jimmy to eat some spaghetti. Afterwards, bought some ingredients for the BBQ at the asian store, teeth whitener at Walgreens, and Autozone for oil. Headed back to my house! We really wanted to pack our bikes, but this week has been so rainy. :(

Saturday-Woke up early! Cleaned the bathroom and my room. Cooked red rice, deviled eggs, and prepared a veggie platter. Picked up Cedes and Monica. Then chilled with Cricket, Cedes, Mon, Linh and his girl, and Marquis in my room where we played charades, ranted about scary stories, and attempted to watch Hocus Pocus and Rockadoodle. That night, Sunday morning (12 AM) I surprised Jimmy with his iPhone 4 which became his 3rd baby, and he surprised me with a belgian waffle maker and a Border's giftcard!

Sunday- Woke up to make waffles in my new machine! I didn't even finish half.. fail. They're so big! I love them! Then we got ready, when I realized someone stole my Mac Studio Fix during the BBQ.. hella disrespectful. But Jimmy made it up to me by buying Mac's Pink Swoon that afternoon. Then we drove to Elk Grove's Mikunis and ate a a very artistically crafter and welcoming sushi spot. Left to come home and watch Karate Kid, which was really good , surprisingly! I still HATE that chinese ugly kid..

This weekend has been the best! But now its back to cramming for my Government midterm tomorrow, not finishing my early-bird Psychology paper, working out, and Subway..